|
liltwerp
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Country: Philippines
Birthday: 3/10/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: hobbies?? do i have one? haha... just kidding.. umm.. playing badminton and listening to wave ..and oh surfing on net...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/19/2003
|
|
SubscriptionsSites I Read
|
|
|
|
| waaahhh!!! exams na!!! wala lang... nahi2rapan n ko magaral...huhuhu | | |
| waaah JAMES YAP!!!!!!!!!!!! o yan pra sa mga may gs2 ky PAUL ARTADI!!! scanned from cosmo mag! thanx murray!!!
| | |
|
share ko lng 'to... nkuha ko lng yan d2 sa net... ©
Sometimes I look back and wonder what it would have been like to be with you.
I did everything I could; yet I never asked you for the one thing I really wanted....
a chance. I knew I could never just be your friend; and told you that many a time.
You had told me once that you never went for friends so if I'm not your friend
then maybe there would be a little hope that one of these days I could be more.
But now you have found someone else, and with that; most of my hope is gone.
How can I carry on with no hope? I guess it's time to bury all the feelings.
I have for you and try to move on. But how can I do that when I think of you
everyday, always wondering what I did wrong, or could have done differently.
I never wanted to pressure you into choosing between him or me, so I simply made
the decision for you. I tried to step away, but everytime you needed me
I was there. How could I not fall for you when I spent so much time with you?
I always knew in my heart that you would chose him over me anyday, because who
was I? Just some guy you barely knew, whereas he was everything to you. You said
you didn't want to hurt me in case I was a rebound guy. But something else you
told me hurt me more, and that is when you told me you were going to decide between
the two of us, and you picked him. Why? I dunno why, but how did you expect me
to react? You finally made a choice without me asking you to, and I lost. All I
ever wanted was a chance, how could he have so many chances when I never even
got one? You've touched my life more than you know, but I understand that today
is not yesterday, and that you have moved on. I just wish, that someday; I too
will have the strength to move on as well. I hope that whoever you are with realizes
what he has, because he has the one thing that I've wanted more than anything else
in my whole life, and that's a chance to be with you. You are and always will be
in my heart. I love you. | | |
|  A Letter To Myself
Dear Inner Self
You have tried so hard in your life to be accepted and loved. I'm telling you now that success is yours but first you must learn to accept and to love yourself.I know at the moment the stress keeps piling up, you have to be strong for others.. but when will you take time out for yourself. Time to look around and appreciate ourself.Look at the things you do.. you can make anybody smile, feel at home.. people want to talk to you because you give them inner strength, they walk away feeling so much better.Why can't you see this?
Is it so hard to look in the mirror and see beauty, why do you not see this? Why do you see a crumbling sad face looking back at you? I want to know why you feel such a failure and why you feel so sad, what is it?You are a good person who got a little lost along the way.. but now its time to find yourself so others can find you too. Good luck and remember you are loved.. for the person you are.. for the person you will become.
ME
Dear Me
I feel so alone, so isolated. I want a friend, a friend who will understand and share the burden. Sometimes I feel like I can't go through anymore but I know I have to. I don't always feel like this, sometimes its worse and other times its better..I feel that nobody can relate to the pain I have and am going through. Everything seems to happen at once and I can't cope. I know I play up, its to cover up a lot of what I feel. I want to be there to help others and this is how I cope with everything. Occasionally I feel a bit unappreciated and a little worthless but you help me through. Day by Day we struggle, and I sometimes secretly cry. I can't let anybody see me do that, they might get mad at me.I want people to accept me the way I am.. to love me for it.. but its hard to be accepted when you don't show yourself the way I do. I hide a lot and only come out when nobody is looking or when somebody needs help.
Innerself
| | |
| Bonjour mignon mesdames et messieurs!!!! 
for shattered souls...
>Shattered souls walking on the earth alone...
>Existence is futile
Wallowing.. wallowing in pity
Never knowing the joys
>Shattered souls...
What made them this way...
Could it be frustration,
Though confusion reigns supreme
>Shattered souls I command you
Smile and see the light that glows
Feel the warmth of friendships
Not the coldness of a stranger
>Look forward, never backwards
Walk on proudly, don't hang your head
>See the light...
Feel it...
Bask in its glow from now till eternity
Walking the earth
Alone...
>Existence is futile
Wallowing.. wallowing in pity
Never knowing the joys
>Shattered souls...
What made them this way...
Could it be frustration,
Though confusion reigns supreme
>Shattered souls I command you
Smile and see the light that glows
Feel the warmth of friendships
Not the coldness of a stranger
>Look forward, never backwards
Walk on proudly, don't hang your head
See the light...
Feel it...
Bask in its glow from now till eternity
| | |
|
|
